Thursday, December 23, 2010

Past Life

In our college gym when the whole class was busy doing the PE activity. As usual,the boys was standing outside the building having their yosi break.

I was like invisible but trying to mingle with my close mates there. Suddenly, the bell rang and everybody's on their way to the dressing room to change.

On my way to the boarding, while walking across I saw him laughing with some friends and seems we don't know each other. I noticed myself watching this familiar face.

Oh yes i remember him. He was somebody in my past.


I was like watching a film of his life.

Then suddenly,he was riding on a tricycle, then decided stop by the mango tree. He removed his shirt and joined a woman carrying a baby boy seating beside a little girl. They're both looking happy, smiling at each other.

And lots and lots of photos flashing in front me. Happy faces and joyful life. I got mixed emotion.

Finally, as I open my eyes. I realized, it was just a dream.

I decided to seat by the side of our bed.

Even in dreams God wants to remind me that I should not forget the past.
I don't feel any angst or not even furious about that scenes in my dream, but it made me realize I am so happy that even my subconscious tested me.

I am having an amnesia of the small details happened seven years ago. Seems I am really enjoying my present life.

I am so blessed. I can feel it I am thankful for everything. I am ready for my 2011 facing life of having a new family, starting my dreams again.

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