satin thin patience

Before I jump off the bus heading to Cubao Araneta Terminal, my head spinning into some circumstances. I might find my life so miserable and painful for the long year of 2008 but all hope wasn't gone with the wind. I might take those struggles by running the circles and for sure no regret.

It's kinda hard for me to forgive people who hurt me this much. Giving me life this year soaked in my anger, marinated with pain and vengeance because of them. And, i swear I'm not over it. And if those spices makes me feel normal and complete, still i wanna take my step to something that might change what I used to want.

This crisps and the juice of my existence is all I can offer, the delight belongs to people i love the most. I might hated you and still finding my readiness to forgive, Nor loved you so please savor the sweetness that life can offer.

The need to take away all the angst and take 'em off me.

"Patience, come near me coz i been missing you. I might need yah anytime. I might change my name for yah. I might soak myself in stop my world for yah. For now, please just wait."