Equivalent Exchange (no more escape mechanism)

Wait…while am on a fast lane
I realized.
I didn’t pay much attention to simple things.
I missed the way wind blew cold breeze toward my chin
I can't recall how nice the heat of sun kisses me.
Or how the stars look like while scattered above the earth at night.

Just a moment ago i spent little time in terrace
where I used to waste my (yosi)break period in GY
maybe I’ve been missing bonding moments with my friends
or maybe I owned little qualm with my decision

but i believe what Alphonse Elric said “Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving
something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange.”
In every thing I wish to own, I should pay equal amount of penny to have ‘em.
No such thing as perfect decision.

I now, savor the taste of my answered prayers.

While on the top of the RCC center. No more city lights, Only bright sun.
No more pain, only Hope.
No more anger, only morbid vianca.
Haha. I guess im on a two way right track,
No need to drown myself under the rain
with a ticket for a runaway train.